Silence that Stabs

Why you don’t reply?

When I’m sitting for hours just for your ‘Hi’

Then

A train of your memories enters my mind

And suddenly I start my operation of search and find

Just to see my efforts go in vain

Now even infinity looks smaller than my pain

From the time I first saw you

To the time I lost you

I’m always crying silently

Because your silence is stabbing me hardly

But how can I blame you?

When you don’t know how much I love you!!

That special feeling

I count the hours,


I count the days.

How much I miss you,

I count the ways.



I miss your voice,

I miss your touch.

And I miss the face,

That I love so much.



How to describe it,

There is now way.

I walk around,

In a permanent daze.



I long to feel,

Your warm embrace.

And to see a smile,

Upon your face.



I will not sleep,

Won't close one eye.

Until you're home,

Safe and alive.

While you're overseas,

And I'm safe at home.

I think of you out there,

In danger and alone.

This is the life you've chosen,

And I can't change your mind.

You've found your inner bravery,

And now I must find mine.

I miss you so much,

To the moon and the stars.

And this feeling will go on,

Until you're safe in my arms.

Goodbye

I have seen you a million times


And every time I see you

I fall in love with you all over again

My heart starts to race

My frown turns into a smile

And all my worries are now in my past

When you smile at me my heart melts

You give the sweetest hugs

Every time you hug me

Your smile is like a new day

Your sense of humor is like no other

The ability you have to make me smile

Is all you need you love me

Your laugh is so soft and sweet

Just looking in your eyes

Makes me melt inside

Your lips look so soft

Soft enough to kiss

You, yourself relive me from all pain

Your hands are as soft as a pillow

The way you comfort me is amazing

Every time we say good-bye

I start to cry

I say good-bye to you too many times

I said good-bye to you a million times

Eternal Muse

My sweetest love please do not go



For I’ll love you till the end of my show


We are meant to be one, believe me


Don’t know why? You still fear me


Forget what happened weeks before


I can’t live with this pain alone


My life’s blood will ultimately decay


As my soul is going away


Destiny is not to be blamed


As my dreams are getting flamed


But believe me


I’m no liar


I still love you higher and higher

I'm all alone now!

I sit alone now, all by



myself with no one else.


They've all left again for good,


And I am once again alone.






I sit alone again and cry,


For the friends I wish I had,


But will never see.


All I get are words, in threes.






They speak to me softly,


Worry in their faces.


Do they care? Or is


their worry worthless?






It hurts at the end,


As we all know, but


After that we don't


Know how to go.






But do we know


Where people go

after their loneliness

has got to them.

Why stay here where it's sad,

When you can live happy,

No longer alone,


No longer afraid.